but like a dream, you disappeared; without a sound, without a trace.
somewhere in between all the mind games, lies and seduction i fell for you. somewhere in between all the broken promises, manipulation and heart aches i got over you. but i guess i fibbed a few times too. remember all those times i swore i needed you? well consider them lies because babe, here i am without you and i survived.
my daddy used to tell me that the first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you try, the feeling never goes away.
Here’s a toast to the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can’t live without. The people that have taught you how to party, how to live, how to have a good time just sitting around. Here is to the people that, no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you to lean back on and catch you if you fall.
I’m really giving up, I told myself. At least I tried to tell myself. I knew I wouldn’t give up. How could I give up on something I’ve been working at for such a long time? I’ve waited for you, wanted you, wished for you, hoped for you. And I can’t just give up. But if anyone asks, I’ll say I gave up. It’s easier than explaining all the reasons of why I’m still holding on.
I guess it’s gonna have to hurt. I guess I’m gonna have to cry and let go of some of the things I love to get to the other side. I guess it’s gonna break me down, like falling when you’re trying to fly. It’s sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.
There’s something about the look in your eyes, something I noticed when the light was just right. It reminded me that I was alive, and it reminded me that you’re so worth the fight.